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  <title>Sometimes I miss you so bad that I can hardly stand it.</title>
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  <description>&lt;h1&gt;Profile&lt;/h1&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Character name:&lt;/b&gt; Jack Twist&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Player:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;span style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://plurk.com/fox125&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;https://plurk.com/favicon.ico&apos; alt=&apos;[plurk.com profile] &apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; width=&apos;16&apos; height=&apos;16&apos;/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://plurk.com/fox125&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;fox125&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Canon:&lt;/b&gt; Brokeback Mountain (film)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;PB:&lt;/b&gt; Jake Gyllenhaal&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;h2&gt;Canon point&lt;/h2&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I initially played Jack in an AU where he didn&apos;t meet Lureen, finding job elsewhere as a bartender, before trying to get together with Ennis properly. If we&apos;re going by movie canon, I&apos;d rather have Jack being played from a point prior to that godawful moustance, before things got too complicated. Perhaps even a pre-Lureen point. Since coming here I have played him as an &quot;out-of-time&quot; character, i.e. still from the 60&apos;s but transferred to modern times. Similar to Captain America in a way (which was unintended).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;h2&gt;History&lt;/h2&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jack&apos;s originally from Lightning&apos;s Flat where he grew up at his dad&apos;s ranch. He quickly picked up rodeo, even winning a championship prior to the movie. He got a job as a seasonal worker up at Brokeback Mountain Ranch in Wyomming where he met Ennis Del Mar. They quickly got closer. Jack did admit that he had an extramarital relationship with a rancher&apos;s wife. However it was hinted that he&apos;s in fact had a relationship with the rancher. As the boys grew closer, they fell in love aswell as having sex. Despise Ennis being reculant to admitting his feelings. Their relationship wasn&apos;t accepted back in those times either and as they got caught by the rancher things went bad. In addition to the weather worsening they were forced down from the mountain, getting their sheep mixed up with Mexican sheep in the process and losing some. Following the end of the summer they lost contact for 2 years, during which time Ennis and Jack got married. However Jack wasn&apos;t happy in his relationship with Lureen, neither does her father like him as he pretty much knocked her up. Ennis and Alma seemed happy however their relationship went sour. As Ennis and Jack reunited, Alma saw them which lead to her divorcing Ennis and taking their two daughters.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For the following 10 years Ennis and Jack met up at the mountains to fish and make love. However Ennis never managed to admit or go for Jack, being too scared. This lead to their relationship eventually falling apart.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In the end, Jack got killed. Supposedly by accident however Ennis imagined a far worse fate for him. What he had lost finally dawned on Ennis. It broke him but also made him stronger, coming out of his fluke and start living. He got closer to one of his daughters and lived out his life. Alone supposedly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was also revealed in the end that Jack&apos;s dream was to take over his dad&apos;s ranch together with a male neighbor rancher. Supposedly Ennis.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jack_Twist&quot;&gt;Wikipedia&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://lgbt.wikia.com/wiki/Jack_Twist&quot;&gt;LGBT+ wiki&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;h2&gt;Personality&lt;/h2&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jack is good natured and quick to a smile or a joke. He&apos;s easygoing however the weight of family life eventually forced him to mature and take a stand against his father-in-law. Jack&apos;s emotional but strong until things gets too far. Then he breaks either in tears or anger. He&apos;s loyal and actually a decent salesman, working his way through the company. He&apos;s idealistic, maybe even a bit naive. Unlike Ennis though, he wears his heart on his sleeve. As a rodeo rider he has a strong-will but he also enjoys a bit too much drink.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He doesn&apos;t let fear control him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;h2&gt;Appearance&lt;/h2&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jack&apos;s of average height and build. He has black hair and blue eyes. He also have extensive side-burns. He often wear a typical cowboy hat and prefers darker colors.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://i.pinimg.com/564x/e9/86/29/e98629d981436e913dd0e806d25a9453.jpg&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;h2&gt;Abilities&lt;/h2&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jack&apos;s in every way an average human. He can handle a gun however he isn&apos;t good at it. However he&apos;s brilliant with throwing lasso and can throw punches if things gets heated. As a rodeo rider I imagine he has a great amount of self-control and a strong will.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He&apos;s trying to live up to the Western cowboy archtype even if he has mostly deal with sheep and bulls.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=bullrider&amp;ditemid=1907&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 09 Mar 2018 19:18:00 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Threading!</title>
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  <description>&lt;h1&gt;Threads list&lt;/h1&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;h2&gt;Memes&lt;/h2&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://bakerstreet.dreamwidth.org/4827089.html?thread=2151028689#cmt2151028689&quot;&gt;Crack pairing&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://bakerstreet.dreamwidth.org/4828031.html?thread=2151028095#cmt2151028095&quot;&gt;Labyrinth meme&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://bakerstreet.dreamwidth.org/4828597.html?thread=2151027893#cmt2151027893&quot;&gt;Feeling dominant&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://bakerstreet.dreamwidth.org/4829217.html?thread=2151027233#cmt2151027233&quot;&gt;After life meme&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://bakerstreet.dreamwidth.org/4829595.html?thread=2151026843#cmt2151026843&quot;&gt;The body heat meme&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://bakerstreet.dreamwidth.org/4830748.html?thread=2151025180#cmt2151025180&quot;&gt;Constant support&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://bakerstreet.dreamwidth.org/4831672.html?thread=2151025080#cmt2151025080&quot;&gt;Sloppy make-outs&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://bakerstreet.dreamwidth.org/4835168.html?thread=2151023968#cmt2151023968&quot;&gt;A meme of firsts!&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://bakerstreet.dreamwidth.org/4833859.html?thread=2151048259#cmt2151048259&quot;&gt;Small, weird lovers&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://bakerstreet.dreamwidth.org/4834598.html?thread=2151047206#cmt2151047206&quot;&gt;Dance with me?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;h2&gt;PSLs&lt;/h2&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Storyline&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;href&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://bullrider.dreamwidth.org/975.html&quot;&gt;http://bullrider.dreamwidth.org/975.html&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;href&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://theranch.dreamwidth.org/682.html&quot;&gt;http://theranch.dreamwidth.org/682.html&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;href&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://theranch.dreamwidth.org/882.html&quot;&gt;http://theranch.dreamwidth.org/882.html&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;h2&gt;Others&lt;/h2&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://six-word-stories.dreamwidth.org/75199.html?thread=1112767#cmt1112767&quot;&gt;Talking about rodeo&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Musebox: &lt;span style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;https://theranch.dreamwidth.org/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png&apos; alt=&apos;[community profile] &apos; width=&apos;16&apos; height=&apos;16&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;https://theranch.dreamwidth.org/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;theranch&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/href&gt;&lt;/href&gt;&lt;/href&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=bullrider&amp;ditemid=1758&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 19 Apr 2013 18:18:03 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Permissions - General</title>
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  <description>CHARACTER NAME: Jack Twist&lt;br /&gt;CHARACTER SERIES: Brokeback Mountain (movie)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;[OOC]&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is the permissions list for OOC (out of character), activity.&lt;br /&gt;Answer the following questions with &quot;yes&quot; or &quot;no&quot;, as well as additional information if desired.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Backtagging&lt;/b&gt;: Yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Threadhopping&lt;/b&gt;: Yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Fourthwalling&lt;/b&gt;: Yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Offensive subjects (elaborate)&lt;/b&gt;: n/a&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;[IC]&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is the permissions list for IC (in-character), activity.&lt;br /&gt;Answer the following questions with &quot;yes&quot; or &quot;no&quot;, as well as additional information if desired. With IC permissions, it&apos;s a good idea to elaborate on what other players can expect from your character if they choose to do any of the following:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Hugging this character&lt;/b&gt;: Sure. Jack won&apos;t mind hugging. He might get caught of guard if hugged by another male seeing as it wasn&apos;t exactly tolerated in his time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Kissing this character&lt;/b&gt;: No, unless you&apos;re in a relationship with him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Flirting with this character&lt;/b&gt;: Yes, go ahead. He might even flirt back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Fighting with this character&lt;/b&gt;: Sure, although Jack would rather not fight at all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Injuring this character (include limits and severity)&lt;/b&gt;: Only minor bruising please. Nothing serious.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Killing this character&lt;/b&gt;: No.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Using telepathy/mind reading abilities on this character&lt;/b&gt;: Sure. He has mostly a certain cowboy on his mind as well as bullriding and horses.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Warnings&lt;/b&gt;: None that I can think off.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://community.livejournal.com/rpanoncomm/4162.html?thread=31664706#t31664706&quot;&gt;Get your own copy of the IC/OOC Permissions meme!&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=bullrider&amp;ditemid=1284&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 21 Sep 2012 00:12:32 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Ongoing storyline: Import from Twitter</title>
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  <description>Jack returned to Texas after a long and heartbreaking trip. After he had settled down at his friend&apos;s place again. He begun to start looking for work again. It went several days without him finding anything and he realized he had to face unemployment until the summer. But then an old colleague of his told him that a rodeo up in Wyoming was looking for riders. The rodeo would take place during early early summer so there was a couple of months away. But despise that he sought the job and a few weeks later he got a call that he had got  got it. So he prepared himself. There was also the little possibility that he might see &lt;span style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?user=wyoming_cowboy&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png&apos; alt=&apos;[profile] &apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?user=wyoming_cowboy&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;wyoming_cowboy&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; and he savored it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=bullrider&amp;ditemid=975&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 21 Sep 2012 00:07:53 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>How&apos;s My Driving?</title>
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  <description>How do I play Jack Twist? Good, bad? All feedback is appreciated! Except flaming or insults, comments with that content will be deleted.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anon: ON&lt;br /&gt;IP-Logging: OFF&lt;br /&gt;Screening: ON&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=bullrider&amp;ditemid=698&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 21 Sep 2012 00:04:34 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Index</title>
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  <description>&lt;big&gt;&lt;b&gt;Index&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/big&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[ &lt;a href=&quot;http://bullrider.dreamwidth.org/698.html&quot;&gt;How&apos;s My Driving&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://bullrider.dreamwidth.org/1284.html&quot;&gt;Permissions&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;https://bullrider.dreamwidth.org/1907.html&quot;&gt;Profile&lt;/a&gt; | CR list | &lt;a href=&quot;https://bullrider.dreamwidth.org/1758.html&quot;&gt;Threads&lt;/a&gt; ]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;&quot;I wish I knew how to quit you&quot;&lt;/i&gt; - Jack Twist.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://images.plurk.com/4PW7TSxLaPoEGEz0FVf1.gif&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Musebox: &lt;span style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;https://theranch.dreamwidth.org/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png&apos; alt=&apos;[community profile] &apos; width=&apos;16&apos; height=&apos;16&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;https://theranch.dreamwidth.org/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;theranch&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=bullrider&amp;ditemid=365&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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